"Oh I keep pushing boulders
I stay game 'til sun'll shake my shoulders
Oh, I keep feeling older
I stay game, stay game, stay game"
It was just one of those days where I wonder how am I ever gonna take care of her as she gets older? I'm so scared about the future. How can I care for someone with little to no self care skills? I never thought I'd have a five year old who isn't toilet trained. Will I have a seven, twelve, or eighteen year old like that? As I was washing her hair in the bath tonight I thought, how will I do this when she's bigger? I'm only 5'1" and 100 pounds - ok, fine. 102. But still... My back is already killing me. No clue what's up next...